Indecision creates stress.
A lack of clarity creates stress.
The awareness of a difficult decision that needs to be made creates stress.
And - not all stress is toxic stress.
Simply acknowledging that there is a difficult decision, considering the sliding scale of best possible outcomes and least desirable possible outcomes is good stress for your mind, body and brain.
Make the invisible visible so that clarity might shine light on this 'difficult decision'.
Lead yourself well.